way back into love

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
and if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i'll be there for you in the end

*after one month passed

nothing but a miracle

The 5 stages of grief

I. DENIAL

II. ANGER

III. BARGAINING

IV. DEPRESSION

V. ACCEPTANCE


-nothing but a miracle by diane birch

remember it clearly

i hate missing you !!

Naveen

I want to stay close to you, no matter what, because I love you. -Prince Naveen (The Princess and The Frog) #disneywords

invocation

Banyak perkara yang tak dapat kumengerti
Mengapakah harus terjadi di dalam kehidupan ini
Satu perkara yang kusimpan di dalam hati
Tiada sesuatupun kan terjadi tanpa Allah peduli

Allah mengerti, Allah peduli
Segala persoalan yang kita hadapi
Tak akan pernah dibiarkanNya
Ku bergumul sendiri sbab Allah mengerti

*terimakasih TUHAN..

thats enough

I have a favorite song is also sung by my favorite actor, Adam Sandler. I am sure all women will love it too. This song is soundtrack of beautiful film, 50 first dates. And the title is I wanna grow old with you.


I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.


*Oh, Dear God, i don't need brad pitt, orlando bloom or david beckham in my life. i just need the only adam sandler. thats enough.

we are (still) united

this's my story with my second big family three years ago.



when we're together in XIIS1





growing and learning together





we are helping each other with sincerity and love





to reach our dream..





and today although we are separating but i think we are still united.



im so happy ever have a great big family like you..

hey beautiful!!

"Hey beautiful! Yes, you. Smile. It makes him jealous to see you so happy without him." #TLS

hey every broken ladies in the world, dont cry anymore, dont afraid anymore just because he left you. do you know that you're is so gorgeous? and inappropriate for him.
remember that beyonce ever say that 'you must not know about me, I can have another you by tomorrow, so don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable and when fergie order you to 'the big girls dont cry'.
keep fighting and walking princess. because according to james blunt, you're beautiful and its true..

The higher you grow, the bigger problems appear. But most of all, God is the biggest. -@wilzkanadi #TLS

please : what happened to me?

i dont know what was going on.. im crying so hard. and there are no clear reason for it. when i'm listening noah and whale, suddenly i sense so desperate. cause there is something unreal pierced my heart.
what happened to me??
this's so sick. and i cant do anything to change it.

this is quote for my day

if better is possible,
Good is not enough..


trying to provide the best,
although tired and bored but there's always a happy ending.
and you must remember that this's your obligation as a student.
happy for it, girl.

HAPPY UAS's DAY :))

5 cm

I really liked this book. I found many valuable lessons about friendship, modesty, struggle, and love. And all that is life.

Stop for a moment and discover the many ways that you may have been missed in this life.

HOME

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home


michael very true today. im fell in it, the same situation as he sang. i really miss home. i miss spending my time with my family. few times ago, i came home only to sleep. and in early morning, i had to go out anymore. i came home but did not taste of home

i hope i can soon return home.

Ooo..

ooohh, ini apa ya maksudnya?

4 Mei 2010

i'm happy to have someone like you :))

sweetheart brownies

20 april 2010 malam.
jam 9 lewat 15.
ada ketokan di jendela.
tanpa ekspresi.
dan sedikit emosi.

tapi memang.
hanya kau yang bisa memastikan semua.
segala yang kurasa.
hanya kau yang bisa mengubah semua.
tuk menjadi indah.*

thank you bernardus mario thember

*mulai nyontek the adams :)

Proud of..

sudah cukup malam untuk tetap terjaga dengan ditemani lagu-lagu kesukaan yang membuat gw merasa tenang di tengah ketidaktenangan saat-saat ini. Ketidaktenangan sebagai wanita?? mmh… Bbrp hari lalu ada ada satu funny quote yg mampir dari provoke buzz dan berbunyi, ‘girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you’ll be disconnected!’. Gw cukup setuju. Mungkin cewek memang diciptain untuk hidup dengan cukup sensitive dan emosi tinggi. Tapi itulah cewek. And im happy to be that. I can wear a skirt and pants, make up like supermodel in vogue magazine, make my own fashion to express my self, listening marron five and coldplay too much and I’ll be a gorgeous partner for the guy that I love. Haha. Tapi, gw gak cuma bangga jadi perempuan aja, jauh dari itu gw juga bangga jadi perempuan Indonesia, yang punya kulit sawo matang dengan tinggi badan dibawah 160 cm (walaupun kalo bisa sih pengen banget lebih putih dan lebih tinggi, haha) dan punya RA Kartini yang cukup terkenal karena emansipasinya. Anyway, sekarang gw cuma sedang bersyukur sekali karena gw dilahirkan sebagai perempuan -yang kata mereka yang memiliki dada rata- ‘kami sulit ditebak’.